In an unusually revealing interview, Nicole Kidman opened up to Vanity Fair about her miscarriage early on in her marriage to Tom Cruise. And when you read it in it’s entirety, it reads as if there was something funky going on in that relationship from the beginning.

“From the minute Tom and I were married, I wanted to have babies. And we lost a baby early on, so that was really very traumatic. And that’s when it came that we would adopt Bella.”

Nicole also opened up about being single, her husband Keith Urban’s rehab stint, and she even admitted that she was engaged in between her marriages to Tom and Keith. That little tidbit is more interesting to us that anything else. It’s fun to think that Nicole may have married sexy Lenny Kravitz. More than likely Nicole was engaged to that frumpy Steven Bing fella.

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