In Touch magazine reports that Britney Spears had given up and had planned to take her own life the night she was hospitalized.

According to the insider, the troubled pop star left it on her bathroom counter, where it was allegedly found by Sam Lutfi. “The letter was very sad,” says a friend. “It was filled with reasons why she shouldn’t live, included lines from poems about death. She said in it she was sorry for never making her life what everyone else wanted. She mentioned how lonely and unfair life could be, how peaceful death seems and how your mind would finally be at ease.” The friend adds, “She went on and on about wanting to just rest in peace.”

Not hard to believe given that most experts agree that she suffers from bi-polar disorder.  Major depression and suicidal tendencies are trademark bi-polar behavior.

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