At least that what it sounds like to me. Beyonce recently admitted that she stayed home on New Year’s Eve because she feels like everyone is staring at her at parties.

“I don’t really go out much. If I wasn’t a celebrity then I don’t know how I would feel, but it’s not that much fun for me – it feels like I’m in a cage and everyone is watching.”

In fact, she says that in her entire life she’s only enjoyed one party.

“Whitney Houston had a birthday party years ago. She sent the girls in Destiny’s Child personal invitations. We didn’t even know she knew us, so we were ecstatic. We put our money together and flew to New York, dressed up and went to the party and we met her. She was such a beautiful person, it was an unforgettable moment.”